Anger is one emotion I try to avoid, but sometimes is can become over powering. Today is one of those days. I hate this feeling, I try to do unto others as I would have them to unto me. I have no one I can talk to, I listen to my friends few , well only one listens to me. I want to feel only kindness toward my family and friends so why does anger have to raise its ugly head.
I guess I'm not making a whole lot of sense today but I just had a conversation with my husband. I'm really ticked at what he said to me. I know he can't help the way he behaves and he will not take the medications that would help, so where do I go from here. I shouldn't even be writing today & Popi I know you will probably be the only one who reads this so you know already what I'm feeling.
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i feel your pain barb. i don't know whats wrong with your husband, but he must have some illness that is destroying him and that bothers you. my problem is an alcoholic wife who won't admit her problem even though she's been near death to many times to count. it's destroying her and there's nothing i can do about it. the love has been gone for many years because of it. it's easy to say, but hang in there my dear friend. you can talk to me ANY TIME. you have my e-mail address. smile barb.
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